Have you ever loved and lost somebody Wish there was a chance to say I’m sorry?
She has been my best friend (tingnan niyo pa sa slum book) but I’m not hers. Unrequited friendship, it is. HAHA. Hindi lang sa love uso ang one-sided, sa pagkakaibigan din. At kami ang patunay dun. :) We love it that way anyway. Cool kaya. \m/
Six years kaming hindi nagkita. Hindi pala, almost six years lang. She missed me raw e, she wanted to see me. Naawa naman ako kaya pinuntahan ko na. De joke. Gusto ko rin siyang makita. Partly. Hindi talaga wholeheartedly. Kasi nga may nangyari. I’m never good at moving on. :) Sorry na.
The day we met again.
I woke up late. Wala kasi talaga akong plano pumunta. I woke up to messages from her. Insisting that she would wait for me. I was there once. I knew the feeling of waiting for someone who actually said he wouldn’t come. Masakit yun. Makabasag puso. Ayoko naman na may makaramdam nun, lalo na kung ako ang magpaparamdam. So yeah, I came with a heavy feet. But when I saw her, I realized that I really came to see her, coz truth was, I longed for her for more than five long years, I missed her so much and I wanted to be with her again. For the first time in the long time, we were together once more. And how funny it was that I was not even a little bit awkward with her. It didn’t feel wrong. Ang comfortable lang. And fun.
Who would expect that coming from once-open-ended-and-then-continued friendship, we were able to have that kind of day? Every moment was natural. The laugh, the stories, the silence, they happened normally. Walang bakas ng bitterness. And to sound more strange, we even talked about how we started, moved forward, and ended, and began again. Bata pa kami dati, sorry na. :( Ayun, may pangit na parts tuloy sa kwento namin. Pero kahit ganoon, worth it pa rin isulat kasi hindi boring! Kaso this time, it is a story that will not end. Tama na yung isang FO. Nakakaumay pag inulit e. XD Parang downloading lang yan, pag naresume na, wag ng icancel ulit. \m/ Saan ka pa, parang couple lang ang drama namin. Sabi niya nga e, pang-wattpad. And besides, sa lahat naman ng movies, pag bestfriends kayo sa beginning, bestfriends pa rin kayo sa ending. Manuod nga kayo ng movies para maintindihan niyo ako. Anyway, ayun nga.
We went to SM North Edsa. Elevator and escalators ang naging rides namin doon. Dahil walang timezone sa North, lumipat kami sa Trinoma. Napagod na kami dun. Parehong sumakit yung paa namin. :3 Tapos pagdating sa Trinoma, reklamo lang ginawa namin, kesyo ang dilim, kesyo ang liit. HAHA. Sorry na! Observant and critics lang. Tapos trip din namin yung door. Astig kaya! And on top of that, yung gintong candy, na worth P106 na tinawaran pa namin at naging P102. Mabigat nga kasi yung bato. :P PERO MASARAP TALAGA YUNG PARANG BATO NA PWEDE NG ILAGAY SA AQUARIUM E. Saka yung chocolate na isa minus the raisin. :) Bayad din yun! At dahil yung budget niya raw e para sa kanya lang, ayaw naman niyang umuwi kasi sayang daw oras, at malayo, sa Circle na lang kami pumunta. Ang rides na pakay namin? Nauwi sa paghiga sa damuhan. Syempre gir scouts, ginawa naming higaan yung mga paper bag. Hindi bag actually. Basta paper something. Ang sexy lang namin. Sheeesh. :) At yun nagkwentuhan kami, more of, nagdaldalan. Ang dami pala naming hindi alam sa isa’t isa. Diyos ko, paano ibubuod ng ilang oras ang halos anim na taon? Tell me!!! Anyway, ayun kwento. Yung napagkwentuhan, amin na lang yun. You know, best friends. HAHAHA. Mas masaya humiga sa tabi ng taong namiss mo kaysa sumakay sa rides at magtititili kayo. Swear. Preserved na boses niyo, may nalaman pa kayo sa isa’t isa. :) <3 After Circle, we went back to SM North to have our dinner. And the part that I loved the most was when she hugged me, actually I hugged her, so it should be we hugged. And yeah, sweetest of all hugs! Nabawi ng less than 5 seconds na hug yung more than 5 years na hindi pagkikita. Cliche nga di ba, sometimes, we only need a hug. :) And cliche ulit, we had to temporarily part ways. Kahit almost 8 hours lang yun, kinilig ako. Hahaha. Ang gay ko lang. One of the best days. <3
"Don’t count the days. make the days count."
And she made it count, yes, she made it memorable as she promised. And I don’t regret coming over to take chance with her.
She is someone that is something to me. :) Saranghae unjaena youngwonhae. <3